Surya and his insecurities
Have you ever felt like there’s a butterfly in your stomach? I do feel like that when it comes to the terms of friendship, or even my social life in general. Even though this phrase is mainly used to describe a lovely anxious moment, to me, it’s still a form of anxiousness. I was so anxious about what other people may think about me. So, I often ended up not doing anything at all because all I did was just think. I spent too much time thinking of the possibilities that might happen if I do A or B and so on.
But what if it’s not that complicated? Maybe it’s just about the art of being yourself. Maybe it’s never about them, it's never about what’s on their head, what they think about, what they see in you. Maybe it has always been about being true to yourself.
Ever think that if I do that kind of thing, people will recognize me as the weird clown in the group? Well, Screw it. Can’t we just do what we want? Why not think about yourself?
Worry to be normal if you want many friends
Worry about being honest with your own feelings if you want a good friend.
Maybe all you have to do is just go and find somebody who shares the same line of weirdness as you. Who can accept you like the way you accept yourself. Being true and being honest.
Somehow, there must be people out there liking your behavior
and then there’s others who don’t like you.
Why think about the one who doesn’t like you?
Even saints are hated by the demons.
That’s life. If there’s someone who loves you, there must be some who doesn’t and vice versa.
You are loved.
Again, if you try to get their attention by pleasing them, I would suggest you not spend your time doing that. It simply wouldn’t work
because the one that likes you won’t care about it. They already like you anyway.
It goes the same for the others who hate you. Why on earth would they care about what you are up to? Don’t they hate you already? They wouldn’t care, would they?
So just be yourself and spark that positive energy outta you!
Remember, that you are loved!
